Episode 1 (rapunzel mode)

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a proclamation:

“fifty on my neck” - G Perico

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florida early july

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self affirmation is a winding trail

ups, downs

intermissions at peculiar ponds

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after big pee sessions

well-hydrated streams, high psi, beams with some bass in them, baritone if you will

I think to myself

they’ll never be able to say I can’t pee

they can’t out pee me

damn, I’m peeing so good

I’m him

wow, that was great

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getty center

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no matter the size of the king,

every king is king size

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classmate Fred took myself and other classmate Nabil in propellor plane in late june

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it was more fun to live within a few minute walk of all the homies

college is cruel for that, for edging us

I remain faithful for social resurgence

I know I need to work on that

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starting to question the whole if-you-love-what-you-do-you’ll-never-work-a-day-in-your-life concept

more nuance to it

sometimes I’m like: “what the fuck am I doing”

other times I’m like: “why am I doing this”

or I’m like: “I don’t even know how to describe what it is that I do”

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los angeles: once I graduate and have a job I think I’ll be ready to start having conversations about how serious we want to take things

a dip in the ocean for a system reboot

body surfing, a software update

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half moon bay 2016

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promises to myself and a sprinkle of wisdom keep the sights calibrated to course

telling myself I’m not stressed means I’m stressed

Imma be all good, everything is gonna be okay

my path is singular and therefore has no prerequisites, I must remember

the actualization of my goals will not be a puzzle, but an agreement with myself

the best is yet to come

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neymar after winning a game of poker I presume against jimmy butler

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a sentiment: making memories isn’t a skill but does require effort

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young me on same flordia beach as seen above

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a soothing send off:

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Nathan

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